Haven't been myself lately again... yes, hiberating again. My sunlight seems to be dimmer each day... no matter how much i want it to light up... Perhaps the people around me are affecting me.... Quite a number of good terms colleagues including my manager, have just tendered... it has been affecting us or rather affecting me cos we are used to be pretty close.. and before i know it, everyone starts throwing their letters and moving to another better prospects...
I start to wonder.. where is my career prospects here? actually there is none... Working in agencies means having hectic and zombie lifestyle but working as a in-house designer as time goes by, you will not be learning new things. Work starts to get bored and less challenging...
I have finally agreed with myself not to think too much 'cause it will be adding more to my worries... Thinking about something that haven't or perhaps never happens is something silly...
We can only plan and anticipate but we can't really control... There are too many uncertainties in life... I'm still trying to cope....