17 August, 2009

Finding a pair of suitable shoes

Diamonds are women best friend. However, shoes are my best friends. Few months back, I saw a pair of beautiful shoes but I was in a rush so I didn't buy it. Few weeks later, I went shopping with my friends and I try it on once again. My friends and I find that this pair of shoes looks great on me. It wasn't as comfortable as I thought but I bought it in the end because of my desire.

I wore for the first time and it was uncomfortable. Thinking that the shoes were new. It takes time to adjust. After a couple of times wearing it. I really felt that it was really uncomfortable and it creates bruisers everytime I wear it so I decided to stop wearing it.

Deep in my heart I know that it doesn't suit me, I shouldn't have bought that pair of beautiful shoes but because I can't resist the temptation. Certain things take time to adjust and to evaluate whether it really suits us. Other people can only look on the surface and give their appropriate advises but only we will know it best. Forcing ourselves to adapt it and eventually it will wear us out.

This pair of beautiful shoes is left on my shoe rack now...

15 August, 2009

An ending is a new beginning

Very often, i hear this statement "An ending is a NEW beginning". How true is that...?! I guess there is a new lesson to be learnt in every chapter of my life. I have tasted happiness, sadness, bitter feeling and excitement in almost every week which coming close to 5 months.

I never regret making this decision from the start, therefore, I should not feel any regrets when coming to the end. I have tasted more happiness than sadness. We have beautiful memories but because of our wide differences, I feel that I should let go despite how unwilling I am. Yes, perhaps you may feel im a coward, not willing to face all the challenges coming in front. But to me, this is the lesson I have to learn. I have to let go when time is ripe. How difficult it is...

We are sad for this moment. Don't blame ourselves that it didn't work out what we wanted. We will understand why it happens and there is always a reason why it happens. We may not able to understand right now but one day we will. We will appreciate why we did this today.

I will continue to be his light and always give him my blessings, no matter which part of the earth he is.