31 August, 2020

Journal Day 2: It is okay to make mistakes

Today, I want to tell myself, it is okay to make mistakes. Mistakes bring us closer to the truth. I understand the issues deeper and I will find more effective way to solve the issues.

I shared childhood traumas to a group of friends. Yes, it takes time to heal but it is okay. I allow myself to be healed.

Rachel, you are courageous soul and I love you.

Dad rewarded me $300 for completing my studies. I see it as a form of encouragement. I grow through learning. I want to attract clients who trust and want to work with me.

I allow myself to shine. I trust myself deeply and completely.

30 August, 2020

Journal Day 1: Saying loving words to myself

As I want to transfer the old journal to this ejournal for better reference and recording my growth.

I want to start saying loving words to myself.
Rachel, you are beautiful.
I love myself.
I accept myself fully, deeply and unconditionally.
I went to buy new clothes just now.
When I wore those clothes, I want to feel comfortable and confident.
Remember, confident comes from inner self.
I feel good wearing clothes that fit me.

I want my cells to be healthy.

My younger self tells me the challenges she was facing so that I can help.
I am ready to listen.

Today, I received Gratitude, Connection, Changes, Breakthroughs.

I believe I am connecting with myself.
There are going to be changes and breakthroughs.
Indeed, I received my UIUX results slips and certifications.
They are great, 3As and 1B+ in Oct 2020.
I also received my money breakthrough in 11 Nov 2020.
I am grateful for the experiences.

Today is my FIRST Day that I acknowledge myself that I am beautiful and I can feel it.
I can feel it is very sweet. I feel shy too. I want myself a lot more. I hug myself even though I teared. I felt very good after that, I long for hugs for a long, long time. Now, I can do it for myself.